drawing blanks
I have not updated in a very long time, and I'm suprised I am doing it now. Since my last update i've done little but work. I've worked almost every single day from january until now. Working between days/nights/weekends at the restaurant and any other free second I have at the print shop, I haven't had much time for anything else. My computer blew up about a month ago, so i've been pretty distant from the whole internet world. Probably good for me. But, my schedule is freeing up, because i quit the restaurant so I can work full time at the print shop and go back to school. I've already got all my classes scheduled for summer and fall of 2005. I'm proud that I am actually going back. It was hard to pull myself away from making all the money that I was. But of course despite the thousands of dollars I've made, I still have $2.03 in the bank at this moment. But that's just the way I'm going to be. Working so much was really tough at times, but it was good because I proved to myself that I could do it. That I could be responsible, despite what some people thought. Now if I can just put the same amount of energy into my school work, I might be able to make something out of myself. When I was younger, all my friends always told me they thought I would grow up to be someone really awesome. no one says that anymore.
I was reminded of some of my old friends tonite randomly while I was at work. I miss a lot of them. And I often wonder what they are doing. I so rarely get to see the people who are still current in my life, that I can't really make time for the past. I don't know why I get so randomly nostalgic and start missing the good old days, like they were really that great. I just wonder if those people ever miss me too.
I think Hope Prevails may be breaking up sometime soon. that sucks.
I remember now why i so rarely update this thing. No one reads it and I can never write anything of interest. I need to get back to work.
Not seeking closure, just parting ways.
I hope I see you around my friend.
I was reminded of some of my old friends tonite randomly while I was at work. I miss a lot of them. And I often wonder what they are doing. I so rarely get to see the people who are still current in my life, that I can't really make time for the past. I don't know why I get so randomly nostalgic and start missing the good old days, like they were really that great. I just wonder if those people ever miss me too.
I think Hope Prevails may be breaking up sometime soon. that sucks.
I remember now why i so rarely update this thing. No one reads it and I can never write anything of interest. I need to get back to work.
Not seeking closure, just parting ways.
I hope I see you around my friend.