a minor rant
I'm not perfect, so what? I have a temper, I can be a bitch, I can be a bit of drama queen, I can be a bit too much to handle. Yet after much thinking, I know what I need to do. I need to remain on civil terms with a person. In which we talk like friends on occassion, possibly hang out. After all, there are more people being affected by this then just the two of us. We may never agree on anything again and that's fine. We may never love each other again, and I can deal with that. But I do know there comes a time when you have to set everything aside and focus on the good of others. I know for a fact that if the two of us aren't at least acquatances who can be in the same room and talk nicely to each other. It's going to make several peoples lives harder. Though I am willing to forgo seeing some, there is one that I will NOT forgo seeing. After all, she is more than just a friend. *nods* I personally can not wait for January to see her :) So with that, for her sake I am going to try harder. I am going to learn not to lose my temper, to keep my calm, and to stop telling the girls what's got me all bothered when it comes to certain things in my life. Thought that will be hard because for a majority, we tell each other everything. :) I love my girls because we know we can always talk to each other.