i doubt ill ever get over her...

[alteredsketch]

so i was talking to someone i happened to notice on yahoo personals. she had many interests that were mine too.. so i sent that lil icebreaker thingy (you know, that free thing for "flirting" or whateva). and we ended up chatting forever. it turns out she is TONS of fun to chat with... however.. she knows dee. and thank goodness dee had nothing bad to say about me. or at least this womyn said she hadnt said anything bad.. just that "ohhhh, you are the cancer she dated, blablabla"...omg.. i think im still freaking out... ohyeah, im drinking an arrogant bastard ale. that shits good!! spicy beer... anyhoo, im parting with some of my fave. song lyrics:

"showers pounding out a new beat
I trade my old shoes for new feet
I grab a new seat
I don't like the one I got the fabric's wearing through
and it's wearing me out
you're wearing me down
watching old baseball games and low budget telethons
ain't like watching you yourself when you yourself is on
got time to wander to waste and to whine
but when it comes to you
it seems like I just can't find the time
so watch your head and then watch the ground
it's a silly time to learn to swim when you start to drown
it's a silly time to learn to swim on the way down
if I gave you my number would it still be the same
if I saved you from drowning promise me you'll
never go away
promise me you'll always stay
closed down the last local zoo
I'm gonna win the endless war
over who kills the last koala bear
and who in death will love him more and I
he grabs me by the hand
drags me to the shore and says
maybe you don't love me
but you'll grow to love me even more
and I well I'm not surprised"

there are some parts of this that i feel i can sympathize with in my life... all of it really, but perhaps in different instances.