downfall of the day

[alteredmind666]

the downfall of the day
is from the things i cannot say
the things i cannot express
emotions i cant get off my chest
so much built up inside
i dont know why these feelings i hide
but i cant let them out right
as i ride off in the night
thinking of you...

i can never let these words come out the way they enter
i can never let this go because your my center
your my axis on which i spin
your the only way i know i can win
looking back on all the happy times
looking back on all the spiteful rhymes
taking time to find myself without
taking time to give my self more doubt

all of this can be summed up in 3 words
all of this will never meet your standards
i will probly never live up to your expectations
i will probly never understand your oppinions
but it never meant i didnt care
cause you know as well as i, i was always there
never putting you down
never causing a meltdown
only raised the crown

the only words that could ever mean anything
dont ryhme

i miss you
happy birthday