Mar 10, 2006 22:41
I only say I like alchohol. I drink for the same reasons I said Im glad I dont do anymore. I drink to forget myself and for attention.
I hurt people by playing on weaknesses that might not even be there. Im a good actor.
Half the things I say are probably lies. I cant remember which ones are though anymore so dont ask. I think I merely lie to myself first then tell the truth to someone else based on that. Im a pathological liar. This is the reason why I am so defensive.
I have no motivation and have trouble in school not because I dont know what I want to do, its because I dont want to work hard. If I could get by on the minimum, Id probably not care as much as I act I do.
None of these are problems or any other bullshit, its just the truth, and whatever else you want to take out of it.
Why did I post this here for anyone to see? To make myself pitiful.