First "real" post in a while

Sep 20, 2005 20:52

Well, instead of it stewing in my head for another week or so, here it goes. What the fuck is wrong with people? People that you call your friends and people that ARE your family.

I'm sick of having to be the one to initiate any kind of contact. I rarely if EVER get a call from my family other than my Mom and Dad just to talk. The only time we talk is when we see each other which is pretty much 2 or 3 times a year. Yes, I'd like to know what's going on in your lives. I'd have hoped you'd have wanted to know what was going on in mine. I guess not. This goes as much for friends as family. I have a few good friends. How often have I heard from these friends? The last time was several weeks ago. I talk to a few friends online but we still never hang out, go out, or even talk a lot. So who do I have? I have my wife. And god bless her for being patient enough to deal with me when she's the only one I can go to. I guess I'll hear from someone when they need something. Other than that, I'll hold off as long as I can and see how long it takes anyone to call me. I'm sick of being the one. Fuck it.
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