confusion, disillusion

[alter_bridge]

bad influences everywhere and theres no way to know the right way. how am i supposed to figure it all out bymyself anyways. no one cares about anything but themselves and its bullshit cause we all have problems. guess im still trying to find out who i want to be, and who i am. we're almost juniors and that means responsibility for yourself. it feels like i am losing all responsibility and losing my concern with my life. i wanna experience everything . and im sorry if its not good enough for you...
im just really confused.