Why does this always happen to me for?!?!?!??!

Mar 29, 2005 10:11

Ok, serious, I'm beggining to wonder if I'm ever supposed to get a girlfriend who actually genuinely loves me and not just says it!! I mean.. This last girl I had a thing for.. she told me she really really liked me.. and we kissed.. and slept together... (we didnt fuck, just slept in the same spot *cough*back seat of a car*cough*) but yeah... we got so fucking close.. then next day.. she is distant.. she talks to me.. we never kissed.. then a couple weeks later im kinda talkin to her with sms, phoning her sometimes... talking to her on the net.. but still.. she seems distant.. so I ask her whats up.. she said ever since wakin up sunday morning. THE FEELINGS HAVE DISSAPEARD!! She reckons first they were there, then they werent.. I mean... cmon.. I may be an absolute retard.. but im not stupid! I do know a thing or two about love! Why do I get the feeling I'm always being used? why do I get the feeling I always let myself get used? WHY WHY WHY!?!?!? Why am I always being so badly tormented by all this shit!!!

on a brighter note.. I met another girl.. talkin to her.. may be meeting her at Riverview Speedway at murray bridge.. good point, she is fun, straight forward.. i know if she dont like me.. she will just come out n say it.. bad point >..> she lives in Mt Barker >..> oh well.. I guess thats why man invented cars.. haha.. anyway.. thats all I got for now.. leave a message >..>
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