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[altaeron]

I need to have faith. Faith in the fact that my friends aren't so shallow that they would hate me over my mistakes, and faith in the fact that I'm a good enough person that I needn't fear being hated by my friends in the first place, mistakes or no. I need to have faith that my choice to come back and try to make a living for myself alone here in Japan was not the wrong decision, and faith that no matter how hard it may seem right now, I will pull through eventually.

I need to have faith that the tears I shed now will lead me to a bright future to come.

Yes it sounds corny, but it really is the kind of thing I need to tell myself.