Week 2 - Cappe
So last week Ryan and I had a silly drunken hook up. You would think after EVERYTHING that's gone on I'd have SOME will power and make him wait for once. We awoke the next morning and he sheepishly apologized for "whatever happened" then bounced.
I just reassured him it was no biggie and lied about understanding his conflicting feelings. I've had years of practice with this so I think he bought it. Besides, I still had my date with Oliver and didn't want to be some type of cheat. I ate breakfast alone that morning with a major head/heart ache.
On Tuesday I met up with Oliver in a secluded area of the woods. He surprised me with beautiful roses! After some small talk he asked for a dance. The man has some moves.
We proceeded to cuddle on the blanket and he began to kiss me more and more. All I could think about was Ryan and how he couldn't even remember our first intimate night together. Feeling guilty, I explained the situation to Oliver. He was very understanding of it and explained how much he liked me and how he wanted to help me get past Ryan. He wiped the tears that were streaming down my cheeks and gave me the softest kiss ever. He melts my heart.
Yum.
Anyway we ended our date on a VERY good note and I even had dinner with Amelia & Olean. Amelia gave me a big hug when she noticed us walking together hand in hand. I guess she has lightened up about Oliver dating or something.
She then came up with the idea of a girls sleepover later in the week. I said my goodbyes and went to bed a little more hopeful. The next day I decided to stop by Ryan's to talk about our situation. Oliver was there and it scared the daylights out of me. I played it cool and waited for the guys to finish up their plans. Then when I spoke to Ryan, he pretty much blurted out he didn't want a relationship. I sighed with relief and told him I felt the same way. We talked about all his plans for the town and then for some reason he started flirting with me. Next thing I know, we're kissing and more in his bed. He walked me home afterwards and we agreed to NEVER let that happen again. We sealed our deal with a quick peck.
In my defense, I've been in love with the man for the past few years. My body just seems to kick into autopilot with him and it'll take some getting used to with this new love interest in the picture. It was the last time. I swear.
Anyway the end of the week came and the girls came over for a sleepover. Lisa showed us some cool magic spells and the girls had a pillow fight. May and Tiffany spent a good deal chatting about their undead family members, which was odd, but nice to see we all have someone to confide in.
After the girls went home the following night, I noticed something strange going on with my belly before bed.
Oh please tell me I'm just getting fat.