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Feeling a little down now, muma brought me home skigs and coke she's nice.
Been spending some time by myself as of late, trying to figure out which direction I would like to go in.
My birthdays coming up kind of soon, the big one eight. It's kind of scary because a part of me has gone through so much in life that most people my age don't, and I don't feel as if I'm turning eighteen. Another part of me is scared to hell that I can't use my age as an excuse anymore, basically it's alright now get a place ASAP because if you live with me any longer you're a big loser.
It's likely I'll get a place in surrey, seeing how it's cheaper out there (which is basically the only reason).
It's far but maybe that's what I need.
I've been really sick these days I haven't really bothered anyone about it because anyone that knows me well knows that I'm a stubborn cow and I wont go to the doctor.
Erin bought me a damn brownie frap today... WHY DO I KEEP DRINKING THEM THEY GIVE ME TUMMY ACHES?! but they're so good :)
I may be cutting my hair short (like a bob?) soonish it'll be quite the change I don't know if I can do it, FYI my hair is down to the middle of my back now.
I took a walk in Clark park tonight I drew some pictures and thought about life, sounds gay I know but it was nice.
Sometimes the best moments in life are just yourself and whatever medium you choose to work with.
I wouldn't mind learning the guitar, I wish I still had mine and I wasn't an idiot about it.
ONE WEEK TILL LOTR: RETURN OF THE KING!
I need to clean my room I'm a messy shit.
I love my girlyboy
PS:Here have a song it's Black Label Society - STILLBORN It's good listen to it.
edit: forgot to say, teh doc said my lungs where shrinking :-\. I love it when my videl oragans shrink it's neat.
Been spending some time by myself as of late, trying to figure out which direction I would like to go in.
My birthdays coming up kind of soon, the big one eight. It's kind of scary because a part of me has gone through so much in life that most people my age don't, and I don't feel as if I'm turning eighteen. Another part of me is scared to hell that I can't use my age as an excuse anymore, basically it's alright now get a place ASAP because if you live with me any longer you're a big loser.
It's likely I'll get a place in surrey, seeing how it's cheaper out there (which is basically the only reason).
It's far but maybe that's what I need.
I've been really sick these days I haven't really bothered anyone about it because anyone that knows me well knows that I'm a stubborn cow and I wont go to the doctor.
Erin bought me a damn brownie frap today... WHY DO I KEEP DRINKING THEM THEY GIVE ME TUMMY ACHES?! but they're so good :)
I may be cutting my hair short (like a bob?) soonish it'll be quite the change I don't know if I can do it, FYI my hair is down to the middle of my back now.
I took a walk in Clark park tonight I drew some pictures and thought about life, sounds gay I know but it was nice.
Sometimes the best moments in life are just yourself and whatever medium you choose to work with.
I wouldn't mind learning the guitar, I wish I still had mine and I wasn't an idiot about it.
ONE WEEK TILL LOTR: RETURN OF THE KING!
I need to clean my room I'm a messy shit.
I love my girlyboy
PS:Here have a song it's Black Label Society - STILLBORN It's good listen to it.
edit: forgot to say, teh doc said my lungs where shrinking :-\. I love it when my videl oragans shrink it's neat.