Jan 18, 2004 20:01
I have an account on theultimateguide.ca for laughs and ego boosters, but what really bothers me is these assholes who state that they have girlfriends trying to get with other girls on there.
Why do people cheat? WHY!? I don't understand it if you want to be will another girl/boy just break up with your current spouse and go fuck them, why is that so hard?
Maybe it would upset me so much if every single boyfriend I've ever had hadn't cheated on me.
The first time it happened, I knew it was happening but I had just turned 15 and I didnt know shit about shit.
But in other situations sometimes things happen, and sometimes people do things that even I could have NEVER expected.
I suppose I can only go on blaming others for so long till I realize that it was obviously all my fault in the first place.
I miss being held and told that I'm beautiful, God damnit I need a hug... wine will suffice it seems to be the only thing comforting me as of late.
I am war, I am pain
I am all you've ever slain
I am tears in your eyes
I am grief, I am lies