I suppose I should elaborate my reasons for dropping all the games I am involved in, including gargleblasted (thankfully, my app has not even been reviewed yet. I spent forever on it, but no matter
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I'm not going to touch on how great I think you were -- I know that's not productive at all and you know I mean it, whether you take it to heart or not, and that's the most I can ask for; for what it's worth, it was really fun with you and I think you're ace for not saying 'never.' A good, long hiatus can be great for a number of reasons.
As it stands, I've known you for a couple years now, and I adore you as a person, and you're going to go so far in the world -- you've achieved so much, you're such an intelligent and proactive, productive person... what's RP got to do with it! You are amazing. Your RP is, as well, but really, you've got absolutely everything else working for you, too! I mean that. That and RP is a waste of time (IT IS, OKAY) and so I think you needn't let it bother you if you don't enjoy it.
I know that sounds harsh, but RP is really so... unbelievably unimportant, and you deserve to do and be the things that make you feel fulfilled and tingly inside, all those silly feelings and then some. So do whatever it takes to keep your head high -- RP only when you have fun with it. So GO FORTH AND CONQUER the world and everything else, keep being an amazing artist and thinker and doer. Do the things that you love and want in your life. You know you're the Norway/Ellie/person we all love, and that won't change.
I cannot accept it. XD";; I'm sorry, I just can't see what is it that I've done right. But that you are here to encourage me and try to convince me of that fact-! That's just more than anything I could have ever hoped to ask for - YOU KNOW WHY, you've always been a special case because I look up to you SO MUCH (a little too much, perhaps, for both our own good, because I'm sure it creeps you out; for which I will apologise endlesslyyyy).
EVERYTHING LAI SAYS, I THROW IT BACK SEVENTY TIMES SEVENFOLD except, uh. I cannot quite wrap my head around that RP bit. I actually feel that RP is significant, because it constitutes some of the best memories we have together (I'M SORRY I am just incredibly sappy) and watching you play is just - indescribable. It's like watching something revolutionary. Lai is so original with everything, you express everything so well and it's like - reading a good book. Or watching a really good movie! Or listening to a really moving piece of music which stirs up the best kind of feelings inside you.
That's the effect Lai's playing has always had on me. And so I know that it is possible to stir others up with it, and suddenly it becomes just as respectable, in my eyes, just as someone who can compose a wonderful poem or paint a pretty painting. For a moment you can forget all the shit that goes on in the world, and you just HAVE FUN and immerse yourself in the feelings that playing brings to you.
Sdlfksg;dfsglk thank you so much, though. ;;; For understanding, for accepting. For this friendship, for everything. I'll work hard! All the best to you, too; you're truly someone who will go a long, long way, so never let anything stop you!
ps I will never be able to get over your icon, I promise you something inside me just jumped and swooned at it dsfkgsd;lfgk hnggg ♥
On the emotional front, I won't deny how much fun RPing is, and what a nice thing it is to do with friends -- I completely agree with that. :) But know that we can always do it again -- in whatever medium you like, if only you ask -- and that we are here for you as friends, as well, until you feel up to RPing. That won't ever change!
It was never 'putting up with,' ever. :D It was and will always be nothing short of a pleasure!! F'rilz. ♥
Oh and me, I wouldn't ever officially throw in the towel -- when I was in the Reborn fandom I didn't RP for almost a year at one point, but I always had my Dino (HURHUR) journal and wasn't afraid to use it. Promise I won't burn out on this front, either. :) You do the same!
As it stands, I've known you for a couple years now, and I adore you as a person, and you're going to go so far in the world -- you've achieved so much, you're such an intelligent and proactive, productive person... what's RP got to do with it! You are amazing. Your RP is, as well, but really, you've got absolutely everything else working for you, too! I mean that. That and RP is a waste of time (IT IS, OKAY) and so I think you needn't let it bother you if you don't enjoy it.
I know that sounds harsh, but RP is really so... unbelievably unimportant, and you deserve to do and be the things that make you feel fulfilled and tingly inside, all those silly feelings and then some. So do whatever it takes to keep your head high -- RP only when you have fun with it. So GO FORTH AND CONQUER the world and everything else, keep being an amazing artist and thinker and doer. Do the things that you love and want in your life. You know you're the Norway/Ellie/person we all love, and that won't change.
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EVERYTHING LAI SAYS, I THROW IT BACK SEVENTY TIMES SEVENFOLD except, uh. I cannot quite wrap my head around that RP bit. I actually feel that RP is significant, because it constitutes some of the best memories we have together (I'M SORRY I am just incredibly sappy) and watching you play is just - indescribable. It's like watching something revolutionary. Lai is so original with everything, you express everything so well and it's like - reading a good book. Or watching a really good movie! Or listening to a really moving piece of music which stirs up the best kind of feelings inside you.
That's the effect Lai's playing has always had on me. And so I know that it is possible to stir others up with it, and suddenly it becomes just as respectable, in my eyes, just as someone who can compose a wonderful poem or paint a pretty painting. For a moment you can forget all the shit that goes on in the world, and you just HAVE FUN and immerse yourself in the feelings that playing brings to you.
Sdlfksg;dfsglk thank you so much, though. ;;; For understanding, for accepting. For this friendship, for everything. I'll work hard! All the best to you, too; you're truly someone who will go a long, long way, so never let anything stop you!
ps I will never be able to get over your icon, I promise you something inside me just jumped and swooned at it dsfkgsd;lfgk hnggg ♥
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It was never 'putting up with,' ever. :D It was and will always be nothing short of a pleasure!! F'rilz. ♥
Oh and me, I wouldn't ever officially throw in the towel -- when I was in the Reborn fandom I didn't RP for almost a year at one point, but I always had my Dino (HURHUR) journal and wasn't afraid to use it. Promise I won't burn out on this front, either. :) You do the same!
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