Brain = Current situration = 110% and increasing....

Jun 07, 2010 00:58



It must be getting close to exam time, because the Muses are back. Whenever it rolls around to exam time, ideas come (sometimes flooding) in, random quotes come into my mind, along with ideas for writing. It can be terrible at times, when I don't have time for it, or like now, where by the time I grab something to scribble whatever my mind has come up with its scrambled or gone. Then I can't get it back the way it was exactly before, it doesn't come out as good as it once was. See even here I'm rambling on - It's like my mind thinks 'Right exam time...right that means essays. Need to pull all facts in this memory bank out and thrown together, to make sense, yet padded to make the word count look good.' This is how I write 8 pages in an hour...this is how I damage my thumb/wrist so much that I won't be able to them for days. I haven't quite fallen into the zone of writing everything upside down/backwards, but I'm getting there, I can feel it. I like it when my brain is like this for essays, cause then it just spews crap, meaningful crap, to the word limit.

Enough brain spaz....my weather station is flashing at me...rain fall rate of 25.2 mm per hour, a new record. Got caught in the rain today, soaked right through. It's nice to have all this rain and all, but sometimes it's just annoying. Like this morning, it was warm in the car, so windows down, but then the rain started again and started coming in the car. Why can't it just fall straight?

Oh, one of the questions that popped into my mind today - Why are all the guys Big Boss works with cute? I mean look at Portable Ops - Campbell seems to be hot when he's younger (Pity he's not one of these guys who looks hotter or retains hotness as they age). Now look at Peace Walker, Kaz is pretty hot too (Then there are the speedo pics....mmm). I mean it's about time there was extra eye-candy for the chicks, but Big Boss seems to find cute righthand men. (Ocelot was alright, maybe if he's hair was a little longer and he lost the attitude)

Don't know if there will be much sleep tonight, it's just going non-stop. Hopefully I'll sleep, if not there will be a lot of writing all night long.

big boss, my brain won't shut up, muses, combine journals, cute guys, exam time, weather

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