Uh....
Uh...where do I even begin?
OK so now my bosses are out of town to some business trip for 2 weeks and I'm all alone in the office.
I can do lots of things but of course I have to be careful in case there will be other clients that might pop in all of a sudden.
But then, because of the recent announcement KAT-TUN, it happened last week actually and I've sort of cool off but still the motivation is just not there anymore...currently.
I've posted my thoughts in tumblr but since I have the time now, I might as well just update my blog with it as well.
This was just after the announcement:
Can I cry?
I'm sure everyone heard about the news already but I couldn't help tearing up when reading it.
After all KAT-TUN was my first love Japanese band, they are the ones that made me want to learn Japanese, they are what made me come to love Japan, and one of my goals was to be able to attend their concerts until I have save enough...which sadly I have yet to and can never have a full group now... Koki never fails to make me laugh with his antics as he interacts with the group, I'm always being cheered up when he does his stunts...I'm missing his raps...his raps are what made KT songs different and still uniquely recognizable...so what now...
KAT-TUN is what motivates me, now looking at the name itself, the letters are still there...but the holes created can never be filled again...
I don't hate Koki since as an individual he has things he wanna do, I don't blame JE since they have to protect their image... but I wonder what koki did that made it so serious...
but hey Koki can freely date and get married now right...? and I will still support kat-tun until the very end no matter what happens as long as the name still exist, be it 6 or 5 or 4nin, the memories will always be there.
but still can I cry now...?
And this was after watching so many news regarding everyone's thoughts on this incident.
I haven’t and I shouldn’t.
As much as I try not to, I always tear when looking at the members’ apologetic speeches.
But then the boys’ hearts aren’t made of steel yet they try so hard not to worry their fans.
If Kame can be strong so can I.
If Taguchi wants to be optimistic so will I.
If Tatsuya can hide his feelings with his poker face, I can too.
If Maru needs to be calm and assuring, I will too.
If Koki still loves his job and kat-tun, I will still support him no matter where he may be.
No matter how tough the situation is, the boys can pull through so can I.
We are CHAIN together.
We are KAT-TUN,
Zutto KAT-TUN,
Zutto Hyphen.
As you can see, no matter what happens, as long as the boys have their fans at heart genuinely, I will always support them as long as KAT-TUN exist.
I don't really care if anybody reads it or not, that's why there is the lj-cut (to spare the friend page), but if anyone(hyphens) who is interested and have read it plus you felt the same way or similar, then I sincerely thanked you.
Also FRIDAY Magazine had caught Koki on the streets and had a interview with him. Anyone interested can head over here to read it.
I sincerely hope Koki will stay in contact with KAT-TUN in the future when possible, I can’t bear to see the bond crumble just because he acted like a spoiled brat.
Signing off.
- kazuyalsy
OK so now my bosses are out of town to some business trip for 2 weeks and I'm all alone in the office.
I can do lots of things but of course I have to be careful in case there will be other clients that might pop in all of a sudden.
But then, because of the recent announcement KAT-TUN, it happened last week actually and I've sort of cool off but still the motivation is just not there anymore...currently.
I've posted my thoughts in tumblr but since I have the time now, I might as well just update my blog with it as well.
This was just after the announcement:
Can I cry?
I'm sure everyone heard about the news already but I couldn't help tearing up when reading it.
After all KAT-TUN was my first love Japanese band, they are the ones that made me want to learn Japanese, they are what made me come to love Japan, and one of my goals was to be able to attend their concerts until I have save enough...which sadly I have yet to and can never have a full group now... Koki never fails to make me laugh with his antics as he interacts with the group, I'm always being cheered up when he does his stunts...I'm missing his raps...his raps are what made KT songs different and still uniquely recognizable...so what now...
KAT-TUN is what motivates me, now looking at the name itself, the letters are still there...but the holes created can never be filled again...
I don't hate Koki since as an individual he has things he wanna do, I don't blame JE since they have to protect their image... but I wonder what koki did that made it so serious...
but hey Koki can freely date and get married now right...? and I will still support kat-tun until the very end no matter what happens as long as the name still exist, be it 6 or 5 or 4nin, the memories will always be there.
but still can I cry now...?
And this was after watching so many news regarding everyone's thoughts on this incident.
I haven’t and I shouldn’t.
As much as I try not to, I always tear when looking at the members’ apologetic speeches.
But then the boys’ hearts aren’t made of steel yet they try so hard not to worry their fans.
If Kame can be strong so can I.
If Taguchi wants to be optimistic so will I.
If Tatsuya can hide his feelings with his poker face, I can too.
If Maru needs to be calm and assuring, I will too.
If Koki still loves his job and kat-tun, I will still support him no matter where he may be.
No matter how tough the situation is, the boys can pull through so can I.
We are CHAIN together.
We are KAT-TUN,
Zutto KAT-TUN,
Zutto Hyphen.
As you can see, no matter what happens, as long as the boys have their fans at heart genuinely, I will always support them as long as KAT-TUN exist.
I don't really care if anybody reads it or not, that's why there is the lj-cut (to spare the friend page), but if anyone(hyphens) who is interested and have read it plus you felt the same way or similar, then I sincerely thanked you.
Also FRIDAY Magazine had caught Koki on the streets and had a interview with him. Anyone interested can head over here to read it.
I sincerely hope Koki will stay in contact with KAT-TUN in the future when possible, I can’t bear to see the bond crumble just because he acted like a spoiled brat.
Signing off.
- kazuyalsy