girls....
I haven't used livejournal in ages. it's been well over a year, actually. but i think i have more freedome to say whatever the hell i want right here, rather than on myspace.
my girlfriend brittany dumped me on new years eve. we were having problems before, but i wanted to fix them, i thought we could. the only problem, was, she didn't want to. she likes being single, she wants to meet new people. she wants to have fun while she's still young. thats what hurts the most, knowing that she's doing so wonderfully without me, and she's so much happier now that i'm out of her life. i cared about her a lot, and i guess i could say that i started loving her. i haven't actually loved anybody since tara, and i thought i had found it once again with brittany. only catch was, the feeling wasnt mutual. i miss her so much, just about all the time. i miss the way she laughed, smiled, touched me, kissed me, smelled, everything. i hate girls sometimes... well, most of the time. they pull you in one direction, you fall for them hard, then you're booted out the back door in the blink of an eye. it's been almost 3 weeks since we've broken up, and i'm still working on this whole "moving on" thing. i hate moving on, because it's like throwing in the towel, or forfiting a game you have so much confidence in.
my girlfriend brittany dumped me on new years eve. we were having problems before, but i wanted to fix them, i thought we could. the only problem, was, she didn't want to. she likes being single, she wants to meet new people. she wants to have fun while she's still young. thats what hurts the most, knowing that she's doing so wonderfully without me, and she's so much happier now that i'm out of her life. i cared about her a lot, and i guess i could say that i started loving her. i haven't actually loved anybody since tara, and i thought i had found it once again with brittany. only catch was, the feeling wasnt mutual. i miss her so much, just about all the time. i miss the way she laughed, smiled, touched me, kissed me, smelled, everything. i hate girls sometimes... well, most of the time. they pull you in one direction, you fall for them hard, then you're booted out the back door in the blink of an eye. it's been almost 3 weeks since we've broken up, and i'm still working on this whole "moving on" thing. i hate moving on, because it's like throwing in the towel, or forfiting a game you have so much confidence in.