I hate seeing my probation officer

Apr 14, 2004 12:55

Its been two years now scents I've had to see this guy. I have to pay him a visit every two weeks it gets to be a pain in my butt. Every time I go in there I have to usually wait a half hour just to see him for five minuets. Not only that I'm always worried about going back to jail. I haven't done anything stupid scents I've been out, but I worried my past will follow me around. For that reason I'm almost scared to reestablish my life again, just to watch it get taken form me again. Working in GM was a once in a life time thing and it was robbed form me because of my stupidity. I'm still waiting to feel comfortable to start reinvesting in my life again. I know I'm not a low-life that will live in low income housing. I am lot better than that, I feel I have something to prove to myself. But making a leap to back to the road of success seems distant and far, and why jump if the long arm of the law just wants to take it from you.
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