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I realised something the other day, not quite sure how or why, but I've been subconsciously ignoring some people. Young men, possibly single, possibly players, specifically. I think it's because I don't want them getting the wrong idea about anything. Before people would mistake my friendliness for something different entirely and that woudl get me into trouble. So now, in a new environment where no one knows my background, I'm trying to reinvent myself. I'm still a bit of a rock chick apparently, definitely a bit mental, a tiny bit sweet & naive, but not a slag. I don't want anything to spoil this, so I think this is why I'm not talking to the people who I'm identifying as a problem. I was going to say this to Phil, but I wasn't quite sure how he'd take it, so I'm keeping it to myself. It's not like I'm doing anything wrong, I'm just trying to save some potential (& hypothetical) drama.
In other news, I think I may have swine flu? I've been doing the online symptom checker thing on the NHS direct website and it keeps coming up with an end page with lots of different bits, but the top thing is a tick next to the words 'Swine Flu' ... But I spoke to the docs earlier and she basically told me to get lost, so I might ring up again in a bit and see what she says. I think it's because I've been getting too caught up dreaming about this holiday. Literally an hour after Phil sent me a text saying one of his colleagues had just had an argument to make sure she was covered for SF, I start getting symptoms. I have tried telling myself it's all in my head, but that doesn't seem to work so much lol. I'm hoping to get some tamiflu and be able to get this all cleared up before I go away.
In other news, I think I may have swine flu? I've been doing the online symptom checker thing on the NHS direct website and it keeps coming up with an end page with lots of different bits, but the top thing is a tick next to the words 'Swine Flu' ... But I spoke to the docs earlier and she basically told me to get lost, so I might ring up again in a bit and see what she says. I think it's because I've been getting too caught up dreaming about this holiday. Literally an hour after Phil sent me a text saying one of his colleagues had just had an argument to make sure she was covered for SF, I start getting symptoms. I have tried telling myself it's all in my head, but that doesn't seem to work so much lol. I'm hoping to get some tamiflu and be able to get this all cleared up before I go away.