How to Save a Life: Final Part
hello? i call out as all i can see is black. hello? i call out again. arent i meant to be dead? i ask myself as i try to open my eyes but all i see is black, again, black, why cant i open my eyes!? what if i am dead?! what if this is just my mind playing around with me!?
i get the shock of my life when i hear ba-boom. wtf? is that my heart beat? about a minute passed and then ba-boom i hear it again. ba-boom, i hear again after about 30 seconds. after about a total of 4 minutes i start to hear my heart beat at a regular pace. ok so i am alive? i feel like i am trapped inside my own body, i cant move, feel or hear anything except for my heart beat.
i wasnt sure but about 10 minutes went by and i heard small whimpering sounds. someone was crying i think, i wasnt sure. i listened quitely with my hearts sound still beating through my ears. after a while the cryings become a little clearer that i could understand some of the words. it felt like i was like...regaining consciousness.
"please". i heard the word please. "save". was i saved? i listen extremely closely as the sentences became a little more clearer. "soph i love you". i freeze as that sentence was finished. i knew exatly who it was! it was sian! sian was crying, sian is crying! oh my god! hang on wait!.... shes talking again. "dead" i heard her say! she thinks im dead! oh my god! i need to let her know im alive. woah what the hell!? oh....im breathing now! great!
come on eyes! fucken! open up!. i tried so hard to move my body, any part, even just my eye lids something! i need sian to know im alive! i am literally kicking and screaming in my head to try and get my body to move. i told you i felt trapped! come on!! i pushed my self. i could hear her clearly now.
sian sniffed as she stretched her legs out and looked back up to sophie and then at the clock. "its been 40 minutes now soph..." sian cried, suprised by how much tears she still had left in her eyes from all the continious crying.
WHAT!!! hell no! 40 minutes! ok this is just plain ridiculous! come on! why cant i get my body to wake up!, move or something! only my brain and ears are working. aha i have feeling. i can feel the very tip of my nose covered my some sort of sheet, of course they placed a sheet over the dead body....great. i try everything in my power to move something in my body! anything! as im trying i continue listening to sian.
"sophie webster...i love you, i have never stopped. i can still see you pushed up against the tree crying for help and then seeing you collapsing. i saw you as i picked you up and took you to the paramedics, getting into the van with you...i had a feeling of hope that you would survive...i thought i had got to you in time, that i had saved you...but i was wrong...i didnt save you, i was too late.....being a firefighter sometimes i think...i dont know How to Save a Life" i hear sian cry.
now furious with my self, i mentally squeeze my eyes tight and get an outbreak! my right foot, the big toe. i can moe it! yes come on! please fight sophie! fight! i encourage myself as i can feel the blood warming in my legs, smiling mentally as the bottom half of my body was working! i needed to let sian know!
sian placed her head in her hands and looked at the squeaky clean floor, when she heard a soft thud, sian furrowed her eyebrows and looked up, at sophie and then around the room. that was strange she thought and looked back at the floor when she heard it again, this time she instantly looked at sophie and was sure she saw the sheet slightly move. sian jerked up, wide eyed from her position and went to sophie bedside taking the sheet off of her. sophie with her clothes still on. sian looked up and down sophies body, she swore she saw a moement of somesort.
yes!!! I thought as I felt the sheet removed, and i heard sians rapid breathing. come on sian!! check my heart beat or something!! cause i swear to god you better not be just standing there!!
sian now felt her heart beating at least a billion times a second was now looking over sophies body repeatatively. sian layed her head down on sophies chest. she was silent. then as a second went by she heard ba-boom. sian sprung her head back and held onto sophies hand tightly.
"sophie! sophie! wake up please!!" sian pleaded joy building up at the bottom of her heart like a volcano.
yes sian!!!! aaahhh a breakthrough! now come on you lazy eyelids! i tried opening my eyes, i couldnt get them. the muscles around them were working but the eye lids itself werent. i could hear sian in the background, hope evident in her voice as i felt her squeeze on my conscious arm and hand, feeling what i assume was the stinging of the burns on my arm. i felt the pressure in me build from the tips of my toes, rise through my legs, stomach, chest, neck, face and then reaching my eye lids i flicked them open, instantly looking into sians eyes as she choked on her tears.
"your alive!!!" she screamed as she placed her neck in the crrok of my neck crying uncontrollably. i felt my whole body working now as i placed my arms around her tightly as i let my body let out a load of tears. "im alive sian" i croak out as she pulls her head back to look down at me, our faces only centimetres away.
"soph..h..how can you be alive?!" she cried as she stroked my cheek, pushing a few strands of my hair back into place. i smiled with a small shrug, "i dont know sian" i answered truthfully as i lifted my stinging arm slowly and touched the softness of her face, she closed her precious blue orbs and leant into my hand.
she started crying even more and so did i as she leant closer to me. "i couldnt lose you sophie, i couldnt" sian cried as she opened her eyes, her tears falling gently onto sophies cheeks. "i couldnt lose you either sian, and i think god didnt want me just yet" sophie smiled as so did sian. they gazed at one another for a while until sian spoke up.
"i love you" sian confessed as sophie smiled. "i love you too" sophie confessed back as sian placed her lips onto sophies, already feeling the spark and the warmth of love fill her from the love of her life, even after six years. they gently broke the kiss as they both kept their noses touching. "i thought you were dead" sian whispered and sophie placed her lips on hers just for a small kiss.
"i was...but then i came back, i heard you voice sian, i could hear your voice..." sophie stated as she looked directly at sian. "then...i knew that i needed to come back, i needed you, i always did" sophie confessed as sian leant down and captured sophies lips. their tongues came into play as they delicately massaged one anothers. slowly breaking the kiss sian spoke up.
"dont ever leave me again sophie" sian stated seriously and sophie nodded "i wont ever and...i love you so much sian" sophie choke on her tears and sian smiled through her own tears and this time passionately took sophies lips, releasing out all her sadness and love, and basically everything she had left in her.
sophie pulled out of the kiss and looked into sian eyes. she tucked a blond strand behind sians ear. "a firefighter?" sophie smiled and so did sian, who let out a small giggle as they got into another hot kiss, sophie pulled sian ontop of her, sian shrugged off the jacket leaing her in her white tanktop and her uniform trousers. they held onto on another with dear life as they reconnected. sian then laid beside sophie and they held onto each other, while looking at one another in the eye.
sophie stroked sians cheek and then leaned in closer. "by the way baby....my firefighter....you do know How to Save a Life" sophie smiled and so did sian, sian placed her lips gently on sophies and then sophie snuggled tightly into sians neck, closing her eyes and letting her dreams of sian and the rest of her and sians life ahead begin.
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