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this was in my cousins lj a while ago. i think its really amazing and i LOVE her for it! its so awesome and relates to just about everything i feel and its weird that we were feeling the same thing. and we hardly ever talk! anyways here it is and i hope you like it.

“Changing is Pointless”

I used to think that if I changed,
Maybe there would be a chance for you and I.

Thinking about that makes me realize,

I shouldn’t have to change for something

That no matter how hard I try,

Will never notice me.

The girls you think are hot,

Or maybe even like,

Are quiet and keep things in.

I’m not like that at all

I need to be my own person

And part of that is saying how I feel.

If you don’t like me for who I am,

Then that’s the way I guess it will be.

As much as it hurts to let go,

I know that only good can come from this.

And happiness is all I need now,

So if this is right, then happy I’ll be.

This doesn’t mean I won’t talk or smile,

This doesn’t mean I won’t laugh or wave,

I’m just sick devoting my life to someone who’s not there,

This isn’t the way I want to spend my time.

A challenge for me this is,

And I’m prepared for what’s to come.

I guess in conclusion,

I won’t be open to you like I once was.

I won’t be that psycho girl that you never understood.

Just know that I’m here if you need me,

And I’ll never tell you to go away.

I know what I have to do now,

And I’m gunna go enjoy.

--Anonymous

I LOVE YOU BABE!!!! smooches!!