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things have changed SO much since spring break. its not even funny.
well im feeling pretty damn shitty right now so i thought id update. except that i dont really want to talk about it because i bet ill start crying again. wow im such a LOSER. jeeze ali lets be all sensitive now.
no. i have a right to be the way i am. when somethings happen to you that just suck you're allowed to feel bad and cry about them. you dont always have to be a brave person and let them go like nothing happened. something DID happen. and now its not. and i feel frustrated about it.
today did NOT turn out how i thought it was going to. everything that i wanted to happen didnt and everything that i didnt want to happen did.
i wish this weekend was just over so i wouldnt have to think about it anymore. like events and stuff that happened were pretty cool on friday and some of saturday but feelings ive had ALL WEEKEND pretty much SUCKED ASS.
comments please...
Alexandria Lin-*
well im feeling pretty damn shitty right now so i thought id update. except that i dont really want to talk about it because i bet ill start crying again. wow im such a LOSER. jeeze ali lets be all sensitive now.
no. i have a right to be the way i am. when somethings happen to you that just suck you're allowed to feel bad and cry about them. you dont always have to be a brave person and let them go like nothing happened. something DID happen. and now its not. and i feel frustrated about it.
today did NOT turn out how i thought it was going to. everything that i wanted to happen didnt and everything that i didnt want to happen did.
i wish this weekend was just over so i wouldnt have to think about it anymore. like events and stuff that happened were pretty cool on friday and some of saturday but feelings ive had ALL WEEKEND pretty much SUCKED ASS.
comments please...
Alexandria Lin-*