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[alrightfeelings]

well me and alexis went to the park by my place. i had an amazing time.

Anyone who you can sit and just talk with, is a great person in your life. We just talked and talked for like an hour and half. i loved it.

I opened up a little but i didnt ask a few questions that i wanted to.. just for respect.

I wanted to ask her

if she could see her and i dating
if she thinks we have sumthing special
if she thnks we will date

but i didnt ask that. i didnt want to ruin the night. i love being with her. tonight was truly amazing. i hope we do it again.

just laying with her again, talking, laughing, having a good time. i didnt want it to ever end. i hope we have another moment like that.

i think tonight im gonna work on a song for her. . . . would that be a good idea? idk. i hope she likes it.

am i in love guys? what does that feel like again? i dont know what im in. whatever it is im in deep. but not in a bad way. i love it. i just hope she does....have the same feelings. that way we could share as one. i wanna be able to kiss without worry. cuddle under the stars. i wanna be able to give her everything in my power. i wanna be hers and only hers.

would she want that with me? would she wanna be with me? would she wanna be the one that i go to for a kiss, or a hug? can she be that girl? can she be the angel of my dreams? my gardian angel. my everything....thats what i want her to be. i want her to look me in my eyes and not have to worry about hurting me. i wanna be able to lay on the bed, cuddling, talkin bout the future.

as for now i can only dream bout her. dream bout us. dream bout love, happiness, dream bout her being everything in my life....thats wat i want.