day 1
Today i woke up and was hoping to sleep in but nope i was up early. The phone rings and its my aunt her dog died and miranda (4 almost 5 yo cousin) was balling her eyes out. My aunt and uncle had to go to work so i told them i would go over there and dig the whole. So then i went to my grandpas and helped him get the bullet hole out of his truck (not the stickers either) and then he went and supervised my digging ability. After the hole was dug we went back to his house and talked about hunting and snowmobiling (i cant wait. He talks for ever so when i finally got out of there i went home changed cloths and me and jason went to dick's and bought a sleeping bag for a tall person cuz mine is a bit short. then we came back he left. is at one the computer for a bt then went to the mall bought tim mcgraw's new cd and the switchfoot dvd. then went to youth group. after youth group was over i was cleaning up and when i was going to put the pop in the fridge the power went out and i was like WHAT! so then i went uyp stairs and greg said to vacate so me and the BIRD went outside and danced in the rain. Im feeling much better now becuase im going to church farely regular and im going the right track. I feel that i should be more holy adn like god but its hard for me and i dont know why. I just hope i can find someone to help me become more like god. i know thats what church is for but thats only once twice maybe three times a week i need god in my life everyday and i just want someone that can help me with that interaction with him