137.
cry myself to sleep
and wake up to cry again.
sweet
i need hugs; someone to talk to;someone who dosen't change thier attitude in less then 2 minutes;hugs, and lots of them; someone to turn to when i am having the worst day ever.
im being selfish; a bitch.
to you: when i think that you're the one person that i can talk too, and need to talk to, i can't talk anymore. i think that you understand me and where i'm coming from, but i need more then that. i need to talk to you. i'm sorry for everything, and you'll never know how sorry i am. maybe you're not the person that i need right now, but your hugs work. thier like miracles. so maybe when you're not too busy i can get one?
I'm not sane now. everything is falling apart. my grades are slipping again. i got my keys taken away for lying last, night, but i can't stand being here. i'm not going to get my keys back ebcasue i most likley don't have a 3.0, it's more like a 2.8. so now theres really no way to get away from anything. im not living life how i should.
work is an escape right now, but that dosen't last long enough.
this is all becuase i spun out last night, which was basically the scarriest thing ever, and it lead to making things worse. i lied, and got my keys taken away. my mom told me that she hasnt seen my in a week, but ive been gone becuase i cant stand being here. ive been here, but shes on the phone, or gone dealing with all the problems. its so stressful to be home. i need an escape.
and wake up to cry again.
sweet
i need hugs; someone to talk to;someone who dosen't change thier attitude in less then 2 minutes;hugs, and lots of them; someone to turn to when i am having the worst day ever.
im being selfish; a bitch.
to you: when i think that you're the one person that i can talk too, and need to talk to, i can't talk anymore. i think that you understand me and where i'm coming from, but i need more then that. i need to talk to you. i'm sorry for everything, and you'll never know how sorry i am. maybe you're not the person that i need right now, but your hugs work. thier like miracles. so maybe when you're not too busy i can get one?
I'm not sane now. everything is falling apart. my grades are slipping again. i got my keys taken away for lying last, night, but i can't stand being here. i'm not going to get my keys back ebcasue i most likley don't have a 3.0, it's more like a 2.8. so now theres really no way to get away from anything. im not living life how i should.
work is an escape right now, but that dosen't last long enough.
this is all becuase i spun out last night, which was basically the scarriest thing ever, and it lead to making things worse. i lied, and got my keys taken away. my mom told me that she hasnt seen my in a week, but ive been gone becuase i cant stand being here. ive been here, but shes on the phone, or gone dealing with all the problems. its so stressful to be home. i need an escape.