Unbeariable pain...
Is being in love hurts that much? If I knew I wouldn't loved from the start... I never imagined this love would turn from a dream to a nightmare...Yeah right...it was once a dream that it almost felt real...Just a dream or it was a mere of a lie… that I only believed in it...do you know what hurts me the most? Every time I see you...You act like nothing ever was between us... don't you know? That smile of yours hurts me...Are you that happy that you can't even hide it before me? Or you just don't care? That hurts...Just thinking about it made my heart throb in pain...And that voice of yours...hurts me to the point that I wish I would turn deaf...Just to not hear it...Yeah to that point...The way you look at me is so cold...That I feel chill running through me...who would've thought that a look could hurt that much...Like a thousand knives being stabbed in your body...thrusting in your heart...
My heart hurts...sometimes I wish my days would end up peacefully...sometimes I pray for god to hear my pleads and take me...I got enough from all this...My hidden scars...Is getting deeper and deeper...The hurt and the pain is the only sensations I'm feeling these days...The time seems to stop for me...I lost everything...that I don't find living is desirable anymore...I lost you and that is enough for all the pain I'm going through...
Can't you see? I'm Hurting...
Don't you know me?
Can't you feel my pain?
Isn't it obvious that I'm falling apart? Why aren't you grabbing my hands...Pull me out of the darkness you throw me at...What is that you are saying? I'm nothing to you? Well...I knew already you didn't have to say it...Or are you trying to push me deeper in the dark...Where is no one there to catch me...No matter how much I try to stay on the bright side...eventually I would end up pushed in the darkness...
I gave up on everything... and...
I gave up on you...
A\N: English is not my first language so forgive me if there was any spelling or grammar mistakes. criticism is loved a way to learn more so feel free to criticize my writing...
Arigatou...