wow, it's almost over....

[alreadythere7]

This year has been so many different things for me. Today, as I was wrestling my boyfriend in our house, I realized, that I would be so lost if I didn't have him in my heart. All my dwelling on past relationships seemed so pointless when I met him. Dwelling on lost friends, lack of communication with those closest to me, all of it- just seems to be nothing but a simple memory. Though I had told myself for so many years that everything that changed me was a huge regret... I realized in March that it was far from even one regret, it was everything that had to happen, in order for me to be the woman I am today. I am so in love, that things that I held on to for my own security, seemed to have been far lost or possibly never existed. It's funny how right now, I am going into the past, which seems ironic, but WHAT EV. Christmas was beautiful. I loved every second of it. Mostly waking up next to Rob and unwrapping presents from underneath our own tree. The sweetest gift was "The Nightmare Before Christmas" PS2 game, which Rob got for me. More and more glorious gifts and you know the drill. I loved everything, and Christmas ended in a wonderfull.... OK I own't get into it. ;) The day after Christmas I met Robs mother, and she is an incredible woman. I see why he was so intent to have us meet eachother.
I haven't talked to Erin in a coons age. :( She's gonna divorce me and take the kids I just know it....
I haven't talked to Kathy since Christmas- BUT I also have her number.
My sister is out partyin' and shizah. Rob and I are just going to stay at moms and watch the ball drop, then we're gonna go drink and get crazy.

I love everyone.

sorry I never update :(

I miss you.