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fine i admit it she's gone and i'm an idiot for holding on, worrying myself sick, and continuing to care so much. i need to get over it, pack up, move on, and just go about living my life from today forward. no sense in beating myself up anymore for mistakes i can't unmake. take my beating learn my lesson and get on with the business of getting on.
funny i thought that would make me feel better. not so much. fun to get all worked up for a minute though. it's 3 am i must be lonely. actually it's 3:45 and i'm tired. more people need to be awake at 3:45. the phone never rings.
sorry to bug you haha
funny i thought that would make me feel better. not so much. fun to get all worked up for a minute though. it's 3 am i must be lonely. actually it's 3:45 and i'm tired. more people need to be awake at 3:45. the phone never rings.
sorry to bug you haha