Probably going to be my first post ever
I dont really believe in things like lj myspace facebook ext. Im really only using this for lolita-related things.Besides no one in "real life" even knows I have this. But I guess I should make at least one post, being that Ive been really sick this week and have nothing else better to do. Ive really been trying to write this novellete lately (like every other odd girl) but Ive been surprisingly serious about this one, ive outlined it completely and begun writing but something has been holding me back, its quite odd. I get extremely depressed when thinking about maybe that is because its a tragedy and I feel bad as an author that i am going to do all of these horrible things to the characters that dont really deserve it. Since Ive been sick Ive been trying to view it as an oppurtunity to write but I just cant get to do it. I am hoping that my heavy dosage of musinex dm, codeine, and xanax will help me a bit.