Day 22
I have now witnessed Brian cry three times. Each time has had to do with Bruce. The first time was when I told Brian that I wasn't going over to his friends house for a party if Bruce was going to be there. We had been arguing for a week or so and he was upset because of my not liking his friend the way he thought I should. The second time was when Bruce tried to break in our house after being to drunk to control his anger. And now this. Brian is doing well. I know it is on his mind, but he is functioning normally. He cried a little when reading a note from Bruce's wife saying that Bruce loved Brian. He cried when talking to his best friend in AZ, Paul (Bruce's Brother), and he cried on the phone to his dad. I have coped with my feelings already and have taken a stand on the entire situation. I never liked Bruce, but I like and love all of the people who are close to him. My heart aches for them because of the loss of Bruce, but I show little to no remorse for a man of his nature.
Brian and I went to my mother's house today to help her pack and claim my birthday dinner. We went to P.F. Chang's for some tasty food. The best thing about Chinese food is the leftovers. There are three things I will eat the day after: lasagna, chimichangas, and Chinese food. I am looking forward to tomorrow.
My mother was horrible goofy tonight. She was in rare form. It must be a good month for my mom she only said two things today that made me slightly upset. She told Brian and I needed to work on my "lying". Of course this was after I threw a piece of a salt shaker without knowing what it was and claimed I didn't though it away. I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT IT WAS! The second was addressed to Brian because he was wearing a shirt with an upside down star on it. She wanted to know what it meant and if it was evil. My mother knows very well I would never marry someone who was evil, but she continues to question Brian as to his religious preference and upbringing.
Well, feel like I need to go to bed now. I have had a very taxing day.
Brian and I went to my mother's house today to help her pack and claim my birthday dinner. We went to P.F. Chang's for some tasty food. The best thing about Chinese food is the leftovers. There are three things I will eat the day after: lasagna, chimichangas, and Chinese food. I am looking forward to tomorrow.
My mother was horrible goofy tonight. She was in rare form. It must be a good month for my mom she only said two things today that made me slightly upset. She told Brian and I needed to work on my "lying". Of course this was after I threw a piece of a salt shaker without knowing what it was and claimed I didn't though it away. I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT IT WAS! The second was addressed to Brian because he was wearing a shirt with an upside down star on it. She wanted to know what it meant and if it was evil. My mother knows very well I would never marry someone who was evil, but she continues to question Brian as to his religious preference and upbringing.
Well, feel like I need to go to bed now. I have had a very taxing day.