My future, my hands.
Dear blog,
I want this to be a turning point of my life, I would go forward and never turn back. Today on this very day, 23d march my Organization behaviour test, although I have not studied for it fully, its the tipping point because of this paper I would change the entire course of my life.
I would first like to admit, for the past 20 years of my life on this very earth I have not been paying attention to studies, I have been focusing on sports, hobbies, girls, every thing in my past life has been about my selfish wanting of fun. I just want to have fun. Because of this I have neglected my studies, partially to that I have dropped out of poly, couldnt finish the last year, disappointing. Its been such a waste. The average lifespan of a human being 77, and I wasted 20 years of my life. Theres alot of catching up to do, compared to the elites around the world, I am lagging behind by 20 years. Well theres a saying "It never too late to turn back". I finally understood.
From this day onwards 23rd March 2009, there will be a signifcant change in my life, I would not go back to my old ways, never turning back the past shall be buried with soil and dust only to remind me of my past not to go back to this again. From this day on, I shall live my life with a purpose, I shall priortize my time, which means no more last minute work or project. I shall manage my life and maintain balance in all aspect of my life, family, relationship , friends, play, work, studies, church, money....etc everything everytime everyone everywhere everyshit I would balance it out not only balance but priortize which is more important.
I have great vision, but without effort or work I could't achieve anything I wouldnt even come close to my dreams let alone happiness... so I will priortize what I need to do in order to reach the places I want to be. My goal is to be a millionaire by the age 27, by my own rights, I wouldnt take a single cent from anyone to achieve this goal, even if I do take the money it would be a loan most probably from the bank. I want to have my own company making tons of money, which can only be calculated after I die, I want to have my own clothing line, my own property line, my very own hypermart which sells everything, my own hotel, my own cooking school, dance studio, hospital, school and much more... I would want to have a luxurious villa when I retire, sports cars, luxrious limo, grand yatch, and a happy family.
To achieve all this I must study, I must study on business management, how to start a company and keep it running successfully, like warren buffet, I must learn there is alot of things that I must do, get into a prestigous university and obtain my masters in BA speciallizing in running a business. International trade.
Nothing in this world can beat the feeling that I will still love my wife as much when we first met when she starts to grow white hair, when her skin start to sag, I will still love her as much as when I just fallen in love with her. Because I have married her, when I do so I have chosen her to be my one n only forever till death do us part. Nothing will make us part, I'll do my every best within my power to salvage a another forgiveness another try, I will do it.
I would want the best education and living environment for my kids, I would definetly be a father who will always be there for my kids no matter how busy or how tired or I am 50,000 km away from home. I would not only fulfill the basic duty as a father but strive to be the best father in the world whom they can relate to, whom they can turn to when they face a problem, I might not have the solution but I'll advice them with my wisdom If I cant share any experience I would actually listen to them, just listen to what problem they have and let them know that they are not alone. They will always have a friend, father who will be right beside them when they are down. I would make time for my family, I would ensure that my kids will be able to spend time with me be it play ball, swim or practise fighting. If they want to spend time with me, I'll be there with no doubt because my family comes first. Be there for their first competition day. Be there when they first learn how to walk or talk... the list could go on and on....but I know one thing I'll be there and do better than any father in this world could do.
I also want to make a difference in the lives of people who once were born were faced with suffering I would want them to have a chance to use their own hands and feets to make a living out of themselves, people who are sufffering mainly in the third world countries, where the law is in the hands of the one holding a gun. I want to be able to help them stand up on their feet so they could have an opportuntiy to break free from poverty
.
I also would like to be more active in god, I pray that I would have more faith in you lord more hungry in wanting to know about you lord, I want to be a light in this world who not only can make a difference in other people life but touch their heart as well. So that they can feel loved, they can feel that there are people who truly cares, not only for themselves but others as well.
I also want to be a better son, grandson, nephew, friend, lover, property agent, student, child of god. I want to be more calm when situations which would make me flare and make me become the infamous hulk, I dont want that, I wanna be the guy who can see things clearly and keep my cool when everyone is losing thiers. I wanna be the guy whom people who look up to when a disaster happen.
With so much being said and set I know its not easy, I know I have big dreams. You might laugh or riducule at me now, go ahead.
This is my dream, no one will ever take this away from me.
With love,
Anthony Alonzo Halim
I want this to be a turning point of my life, I would go forward and never turn back. Today on this very day, 23d march my Organization behaviour test, although I have not studied for it fully, its the tipping point because of this paper I would change the entire course of my life.
I would first like to admit, for the past 20 years of my life on this very earth I have not been paying attention to studies, I have been focusing on sports, hobbies, girls, every thing in my past life has been about my selfish wanting of fun. I just want to have fun. Because of this I have neglected my studies, partially to that I have dropped out of poly, couldnt finish the last year, disappointing. Its been such a waste. The average lifespan of a human being 77, and I wasted 20 years of my life. Theres alot of catching up to do, compared to the elites around the world, I am lagging behind by 20 years. Well theres a saying "It never too late to turn back". I finally understood.
From this day onwards 23rd March 2009, there will be a signifcant change in my life, I would not go back to my old ways, never turning back the past shall be buried with soil and dust only to remind me of my past not to go back to this again. From this day on, I shall live my life with a purpose, I shall priortize my time, which means no more last minute work or project. I shall manage my life and maintain balance in all aspect of my life, family, relationship , friends, play, work, studies, church, money....etc everything everytime everyone everywhere everyshit I would balance it out not only balance but priortize which is more important.
I have great vision, but without effort or work I could't achieve anything I wouldnt even come close to my dreams let alone happiness... so I will priortize what I need to do in order to reach the places I want to be. My goal is to be a millionaire by the age 27, by my own rights, I wouldnt take a single cent from anyone to achieve this goal, even if I do take the money it would be a loan most probably from the bank. I want to have my own company making tons of money, which can only be calculated after I die, I want to have my own clothing line, my own property line, my very own hypermart which sells everything, my own hotel, my own cooking school, dance studio, hospital, school and much more... I would want to have a luxurious villa when I retire, sports cars, luxrious limo, grand yatch, and a happy family.
To achieve all this I must study, I must study on business management, how to start a company and keep it running successfully, like warren buffet, I must learn there is alot of things that I must do, get into a prestigous university and obtain my masters in BA speciallizing in running a business. International trade.
Nothing in this world can beat the feeling that I will still love my wife as much when we first met when she starts to grow white hair, when her skin start to sag, I will still love her as much as when I just fallen in love with her. Because I have married her, when I do so I have chosen her to be my one n only forever till death do us part. Nothing will make us part, I'll do my every best within my power to salvage a another forgiveness another try, I will do it.
I would want the best education and living environment for my kids, I would definetly be a father who will always be there for my kids no matter how busy or how tired or I am 50,000 km away from home. I would not only fulfill the basic duty as a father but strive to be the best father in the world whom they can relate to, whom they can turn to when they face a problem, I might not have the solution but I'll advice them with my wisdom If I cant share any experience I would actually listen to them, just listen to what problem they have and let them know that they are not alone. They will always have a friend, father who will be right beside them when they are down. I would make time for my family, I would ensure that my kids will be able to spend time with me be it play ball, swim or practise fighting. If they want to spend time with me, I'll be there with no doubt because my family comes first. Be there for their first competition day. Be there when they first learn how to walk or talk... the list could go on and on....but I know one thing I'll be there and do better than any father in this world could do.
I also want to make a difference in the lives of people who once were born were faced with suffering I would want them to have a chance to use their own hands and feets to make a living out of themselves, people who are sufffering mainly in the third world countries, where the law is in the hands of the one holding a gun. I want to be able to help them stand up on their feet so they could have an opportuntiy to break free from poverty
.
I also would like to be more active in god, I pray that I would have more faith in you lord more hungry in wanting to know about you lord, I want to be a light in this world who not only can make a difference in other people life but touch their heart as well. So that they can feel loved, they can feel that there are people who truly cares, not only for themselves but others as well.
I also want to be a better son, grandson, nephew, friend, lover, property agent, student, child of god. I want to be more calm when situations which would make me flare and make me become the infamous hulk, I dont want that, I wanna be the guy who can see things clearly and keep my cool when everyone is losing thiers. I wanna be the guy whom people who look up to when a disaster happen.
With so much being said and set I know its not easy, I know I have big dreams. You might laugh or riducule at me now, go ahead.
This is my dream, no one will ever take this away from me.
With love,
Anthony Alonzo Halim