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[alphasapien]

Crazy times. Living. Of course, whenever I'm surrounded by life, I look at the shadows b/c it's easier to understand shapes. More and more often I find myself in the position to say, "I don't know what else to say."
Met a stripper; her name was Chloe...
The things you can learn from
a stripper named Chloe.
But don't worry,
no not about me;
there's one way back
and I'll makes it.
Yeah.
Planting a seed of death
so that life will grow?
Balance I suppose.
But there's one way back?
And I'll make it?
Yeah?

Thought I was going crazy
woke up feverish and shaky.
Work said, "You need to come
so while we walk, you run."
So I tried.
I fell.
I tried.
I cried.
I tried.
I fell.
I tried.
I couldn't find my car keys.