Emo much?
When I feel like I have something to say I come here or go to Grouphug.us. This is from Grouphug. I just through I'd put it here to keep a record of this... ordeal.
"I just feel so numb. Numb from trying to distract myself with anything to keep me from thinking of you, or keep from letting the gravity of the situation to kick in. So angry that I'm not doing anything productive or helpful. Angry that you just blindsided me like this. Hurt at the way you could throw everything away so easily. Hurt at my perceived insignificance after being left alone with no one to turn to, but most of all, I feel sad.
Overflowing and awash with sadness. The entire landscape of the future I thought I had is crumbing. The uncertainty and confusion shakes me to my core. I was rooted deep within you and you've just yanked me out… All the years and all the time just… Destroyed.
THAT'S HOW I FEEL. THANK YOU FOR ASKING."
-Doug
"I just feel so numb. Numb from trying to distract myself with anything to keep me from thinking of you, or keep from letting the gravity of the situation to kick in. So angry that I'm not doing anything productive or helpful. Angry that you just blindsided me like this. Hurt at the way you could throw everything away so easily. Hurt at my perceived insignificance after being left alone with no one to turn to, but most of all, I feel sad.
Overflowing and awash with sadness. The entire landscape of the future I thought I had is crumbing. The uncertainty and confusion shakes me to my core. I was rooted deep within you and you've just yanked me out… All the years and all the time just… Destroyed.
THAT'S HOW I FEEL. THANK YOU FOR ASKING."
-Doug