musings
work is suprisingly not bad, i only hate it currently due to the fact that karma hasn't finished settling out the rest of the shitstorm that i was dumb enough to brew up hitting rock bottom
growth? not sure, maybe that's a good thing...i've got a stronger sence of certainty without a fucking clue one on why...
i no longer think "are we having fun yet" its finally gone in me to wonder, i know i am, i know they are...i know now its ok, it was memorable...wish i could say it was fun...but i owe a lot of the good i am now to that so it was definately worth it...
i can say for certain that the phoenix rose from the ashes, now its just funny to see what is now comes from that which burned it down...how long before it sinks in...
a cyclone of destruction and forever a gem in my heart, so mote it be...that path will be walked again before this lifes cycle completes...fuck! oh yeah, i can't wait.....wait i mean no! i mean...heh, i mean...anyways...
building a foundation with no true goal in sight other than the next step
and with the best company a dreams request could create...never forget that it is what it is and it will never be false when built upon
growth? not sure, maybe that's a good thing...i've got a stronger sence of certainty without a fucking clue one on why...
i no longer think "are we having fun yet" its finally gone in me to wonder, i know i am, i know they are...i know now its ok, it was memorable...wish i could say it was fun...but i owe a lot of the good i am now to that so it was definately worth it...
i can say for certain that the phoenix rose from the ashes, now its just funny to see what is now comes from that which burned it down...how long before it sinks in...
a cyclone of destruction and forever a gem in my heart, so mote it be...that path will be walked again before this lifes cycle completes...fuck! oh yeah, i can't wait.....wait i mean no! i mean...heh, i mean...anyways...
building a foundation with no true goal in sight other than the next step
and with the best company a dreams request could create...never forget that it is what it is and it will never be false when built upon