May 19, 2006 01:21
well, i basically couldn't sleep which really pisses me off, b/c the only day that i actually will need to wake up and function is tomorrow b/c i have an appt at blinn at 830 omg!! and then ontop of that, it will be the longest day of my life, i get to hang out with caitlin which is exciting since i havnt seen her since... uh huh i dont even know. but then i am going to go to houston, and i need to get my mom a bday present and i don't know what to get her... and then we're gonna drink at jesses which is exciting, so gah i'll be awake forever, and then saturday when i get up i'll do what ever around his apt he has to go to work then we'll either come back saturday night really late, or sunday before church.. i am really excited about it being friday tomorrow but i wish that there was no such thing as time that way i could waste so much nothing on.. doing nothing, which really is my favorite thing to do of all time!! i miss him.. and, yeah i know y'all dont care.
I think i might get a j.o.b. at wells fargo.. gag i dont want to work, and my mom was all, you could work 30 hours a week, thats like 200 a week. i was like theres no fuckin way I'm working 30 hours a week. and then shes all well, ooh its that or work for your dad and all i can think is that i would rather be dead than ever work at the shop again, eww its soo gross there, i hate it.. plus in the summer it smells like well, what else but dead rats that are cooking in the 110 degree walls.. ugh, i dont wanna do that..
hey, remember how kara was like.. ppl dont update, i think she was talking about me, which is why i am taking the time......did you know that honestly i check live journal 10 times a day realistically, and like who really posts that often? no one, but like i am always checking it, and weird how i never update, like i have things to say and everything, i am just way to lazy to actually type it all out, thats sad...
i had lunch with chad today, it was fun, really short and kind of quiet tho.. i know hes reading this, thats a lil akward, but didnt you think so.. it was kind of stiff i guess, not like akward or anything, but then again, a little bit.. and still really short.. i am sorry, i just kept thinking that tho..
i made thomas a bday card today too.. lol it was a typical rebecca and paper mixed with markers sort of thing, i wish i could know what hes going to thing of it.. i even got a 2 dollar bill from 53 and taped it to a 1 to make 21 which is how old he is, which is me stating the obvious, but oh well..my mom made him a chocolate cake and a really sad card b/c she forgot to get one.. it was funny tho..
we had a fun day, me and my mom that is, i had to drive her everywhere today b/c she didnt want to drive the burban b/c theres stuff in it for the car show saturday and then the truck was hooked up to the trailer and then daddy had his truck so she kept bumming me for rides, and it was funny, b/c a few ppl had called her and she was like, i dont know if i can come, i have to ask my daughter.. b/c she needed rides.. lol ok
is kaluah good? i know barbra likes it, she told us that she always put it in her coffee.. but i dont know, just didnt wanna get it if its bad...
i got a book.. its small its about purpose, maybe its like a magic lamp and can make wise decisions.. thatd be helpful!!
im still mad im not tired! but, i guess i'll try anytyhing twice so i am going to atempt slumber again.
hey, kara.. i drove past your house today.. they have a swing set and a green umbrella.. those bastards. they killed kenny.. maybe not, but it did make me sad that i couldnt stop for a hug, i really miss you and cant wait to see you real soon.. lots of love!!!!
have a great day everyone!!