Aug 23, 2004 12:01
It is good when I have things to reflect on. I suppose I really just want to be 'myself' but in ways I am likely just being like every other low-rung guy who is just trying to get ahead by trying to shape to his own means, without just going in, working with the system, and coming out a success.
It is tough to know when it is best to call short the belief that corporations are screwing me/us, the American Presidency is screwing me/us, or life in general is just screwing me/us. When does it become nothing more then an Old Wife's Tale, told by laborers to up-and-comers and ideologists and humanists to scare them so that all can fight the same unknown enemy?
I am me. But I must open myself to being more rational and more humble. Because in ways these two actions are what will open the most hearts.
But in either case, I try. And that is what is most important. I can only hope that others realize that.
--End whatever the heck that was.
In other news, I now have my GeForce4 running in the comp, since I gave Pete back his Radeon 8500. The Radeon 9800 Pro should almost be to ATi by now.
Downloaded Counter-Strike: Source and have played it extensively. It is totally awesome. I just wish there were more guns and more maps available =/ and they took the Riot Shield away. Nooooo! THe glitchy goodness is gone from my life!
Guess this week will consist of some fandangling with the system some more-maybe install Neverwinter Nights and actually have some fun with it.
I guess that's all for now. Further details will come as I can reveal them.
-Chris