Jun 07, 2010 04:07
Today. A dear Old friend has said goodbye.
Off to a new life. Off to a new set of important people. Off to a new story where "I" am not included.
Though it was unexpected, that is fine with me. Perhaps it was long, long time ago when it should've happened.
I don't know.
He said "You've aged splendidly"
I felt grateful
He said "You've become the man you always wanted to have"
I felt stabbed
"Ado, you've become the man he always wanted to meet and to love"
To think that we first met when I was underage? To think that I told him my darkest secrets? To think that he could MAP me by memory and so...
"You are the man you searched for"
What a lonely statement... What a funny and ironic twist to the quest.
Why? Because I no longer need that man? Because I now am that man?
Hehehe, what a joke. It' like I no longer need anything anymore.
The irony comes due to the fact, that even if that person slammed into my face, it would be pointless now.
Perhaps you're right sir, I became my own perfect match. And even tho it seems like solitude, it's terribly crowded up here.
Thank you sir. We had a blast back in the day and now, I'm complete.
Dear Mr.Lion:
Now that you've chosen to turn us into a memory, i must say this to you.
Thank you. For being my friend.
Thank you. For showing me my missing bits.
Thank you. For making me realize the painful mirror of realities.
Thank you. For putting up with my emotions and my annoying moments while you stood by my side.
Thank you. For crushing my meaningless wishes.
Thank you. For all that you've done for me. Consciously or not. It ALL has been processed for my own advantage.
From this red heart, we wish you deliverance and joy. We know now that you wouldn't make it a day and just die, without them.
We know how frail you are behind the mighty and powerfully assured grin. We know how you curl up and cry when you are alone.
And so, once again we wish you completion. And may stars decide to grant you your favorite whims and desires.
Truly, hope you attain happiness before your time is up. May you live long.
Mark Wills - I do
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All I am, All i'll be
Everything in this world, all that i'll ever be
Is in your eyes, shining at me
When you smile I can feel, all my passion unfolding
You hand brush is mine
And the thousand sensations
Seduce me 'cause I
I do, Cherish you
For the rest of my life
You don't have to think twice
I will, Love you still
From the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long, to say this to you
If you're asking "Do I love you, this much?"
I do
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Goodbye my dearest friend. There were never hard feelings. All has served a purpose in the end though it was "Uninvited"