this is the start of something good. don't you agree.
today is monday. which means it's almost tuesday. which means it's almost wednesday. and we all know wednesday is the best day of the week.
thank goodness.
tomorrow i get to babysit for the keckleys! yay amaris and alexa and johnathon. i'm pumped.
so i realized a few things this past week or so. about me. (i think my inspiration was a certain book i read.) these are bad things. things i am not proud of. things that make me feel guilty. i realized just how much i use people. and how i lead people on so i can keep them close to me. so i can have backups. maybe now that i know, i can fix it. i hope.
have you ever wanted to do something bad in front of good people just to see if you're "friends" would call you out on it. that's how i feel right now.
i am grateful.
thank goodness.
tomorrow i get to babysit for the keckleys! yay amaris and alexa and johnathon. i'm pumped.
so i realized a few things this past week or so. about me. (i think my inspiration was a certain book i read.) these are bad things. things i am not proud of. things that make me feel guilty. i realized just how much i use people. and how i lead people on so i can keep them close to me. so i can have backups. maybe now that i know, i can fix it. i hope.
have you ever wanted to do something bad in front of good people just to see if you're "friends" would call you out on it. that's how i feel right now.
i am grateful.