I need to get a handle on things...

Sep 01, 2010 13:50

Time is a weird entity. It can swallow you up like a ship in rapid seas. And for me, it has, yet I've kept on paddling and even bailing water as necessary. To keep on the high seas for a lifetime would surely lead to a loss of the more pedestrian modes of being near the shore, the dry land, and the ground without seasickness.

It is as important here as anywhere else in the seas of time to steer my craft, and to bring out that which is most important to me. I have become incredibly driven lately, but I feel like I am still wasting too much time. My body keeps telling me its had enough... I wonder if a little physical exercise would lighten up my burden and replenish my whole.

There is so much that I'd like to do... It's the first of September and Fall is coming near. My birthday, too, begins during that period of equinox, to balance my (re)birth into the world. In my state of being paralyzed, zombified, and horrified, I have been like an anchor stuck at the bottom of the ocean, without full witness to what I had experienced.

Now, I need to find the essence of what I adore, of my passions, and of my wish for vitality and endurance. Conceiving of cycles of reincarnation and of novel incarnations, I envision no end to my journey, be that I remain pure and responsible as one can be. There has been much time building up to ... what? Envisioning, the essential Now, and memories.

Each focal point can bring about different normal states of mind which have been overlooked by many. It may seem like nothing, but to shift through time in a non-visionary state, one can find their direction upon which to go. And there are pieces beyond pixelation, which are pathways between places, avenues to cross. Beyond this are units within various borders and dimensions beyond. Each has its greatness of size and association, yet some are more focused and attuned and others far more grand.

I have faith that there is both a ground of being in basic vita and also projections which may arise in the unmanifest dimension. What needs to be done is to make those links within and to spread their structures abroad. One can live their dreams as though they are an aspect of reality itself, something prophetic, something alive. Or one can ignore them and lose their enchantment with these curious experiences. To step toward a realization of one's inner nature, one may arrive and thrive. To empty one's life of all the wonders, there is nothing to cherish, yet there is much beside. So, move sideways, angular, and to all which has fragrant arose. Find and become ever-wise.

Jubilious Cubilious Throes
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