What a Suprise
You are The Moon
Hope, expectation, Bright promises.
The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window.
The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition.
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So my life is kind of crumbling apart on me. It sounds emo, but really. Not good. Dude.
Basically my brain has been FLIPPPING THE FUCK OUT.
Which leads to horrible piles of schoolwork and interm reports on Friday, which leads to a bunch of horrible incorrect grades on my table, which leads to family conflict.
Which really makes the whole brain flipping out issue a lot harder to deal with (it's pretty hard to deal with on it's own.)
It's gotten me very disorganized, which is another cause for distress. I did just throw out a lot of papers. At least I'm less cluttered. Geese. Gross. I keep saying, "Oh, This weekend I'm going to clean up my act."
It doesn't happen.
ALSO (oh my god, more angst), and almost worst, a few (well only just one really, the other is just kind of being... weird.) of my friends are being totally lame. I'm actually pretty angry with one of them. I don't get angry easily (well with people at least), mostly because she has given no indication of why she is so upset with me, I can be really awful when I get mad, but at least I make it clear what the hell my problem is. Often too clear. When I asked another friend I was told (quoted a well as I can) "She just kind of randomly decided she didn't like you... and because she is a cold creature with no love in her heart it will probably stay that way. But don't worry, I luff you."
...And is where my day/life starts getting better and this post takes a happier, more optimistic turn.
Andrew Hunt makes me smile. He is the first person from the Acton-Boxborough community that made friends with me and he makes me smile every day. He particularly brightened my day in regard to said friend... thing.
Yesterday, I ate clam chowder with my cat. It nerdy and lame, but it made me soooo frickin' happy. Mah kitty. Is the greatest. I also went to the Maynard Outdoor Store Christmas Party! With Eric, Helen AND JP. It was pretty funny.
(Haw Haws)
On a final note, the new (ish?) Babyshambles EP makes me happy.
Love.