why?
It's over...and I feel so sad and so sick inside. It's better to be ignorant then to know how hard it hurts the heart. who said it's better to have loved and lost then to have never loved at all. THEY LIE!! love stinks love sucks love is evil! love hurts like hell and makes me sick inside. but I loved him...but to hear you say I still want to be your friend...the last thing to say to me? that hurt the most. that made me sick. thats it..this is where our time together ends? This is where our nights in the grass under the stars end? My tattoo buddy, is this where it all ends over a fucking email! This is why there are lesbians in this world..lesbians and nuns, and cat ladies!! DAMN SHIT! I miss you jason and david and jesse and reynaldo and brad and every damn guy i got as close as I could without getting squished into a bloody pulp. who the hell made up love..why dont we just mate and reproduce!!! What the hell went wrong between animals and humans! Its all your fault ARMANDO!! why did you make me think it was ok..why did you make me think i could fall for you and it would be great. My first entry regarding you was completely correct...i recall my last line was "WHAT A FOOL"...and boy! was I right.