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hellohello. its like.. 3:44 in the morning right now and i cant sleep at all. it sux. i just layed in bed for 45 minutes (well actually 44..) but anywho, yup i cant sleep and i have to wake up for mileys in 2 hours. i figure i just wont sleep and then ill sleep on the way there, even though i love the care ride! so yeea... i went to the cellar tonight. it was pretty fun. cameron and jamie kinda had this "thing" goin and they werent going out, but they acted like they were and they liked eachother.. but tonight, cameron hooks up with some hoochie named peggy. he met her like tonight, and he was ALL over her and they were making out and god it was gross. of course she was making out with everyone... she was so gross!! and jamie was like crying and i went over to cameron and i grabbed him by the arm. well, i wouldnt even call it grab.. i like put my hand on his arm and said we need to talk, and he was hanging out with Josh & Joe and their really big assholes, and he just shrugged me off. Like we werent even friends. and i was like ok? and i was like.. come on please talk to me and he was like i know exactly what you wana talk about and i dont wana talk about it!! and the josh was like oh is she buggin you cam!? and he was like no. and then he just started talking to them acting like i wasnt even there. i was SO mad!! we have been like best friends since we were 5 years old, and he shrugs me off like that.. ugh!!
yeea.. and tommy and rudy broke up. she broke up with him like an hour before the cellar, he still went though. she says they didnt have enough in common. i felt really bad for him though cuz he liked her A LOT. like obsessed. they only went out for a week though?
im really confused about who i like right now. like.. i duno!! im pretty much over dustin. yeea, im over dustin. he likes kayla now. it was weird cuz me and him were like basically hooked up, then we just stopped talking. and he got over me, and i got over him. rudy said last night he called her and told her he missed her and he loved her and stuff. ugh, i knew he was gonna go back to her!! but oh well, she like doesnt wanna go back out with him at all. but yeea.. like i said he likes kayla now. kayla is my friend and all but shes kinda... not frigid should i say? like at all? and she's gonna go out with dustin for a day then go to the cellar with him, make out with cory at the cellar right in front of dustin, so he knows what its like to be cheated on. cuz he cheats on his gf's all the time!! so i dont like him. and ethan.. i duno we lost that to. hes kinda.. physcho. i think i kinda like tommy.... and i duno if thats good!! i duno im just so confused right now!! like, i think i kinda like him. and id feel bad because i really used to like dustin, and that was rudy's x boyfriend. and now if i like tommy, thats rudys x boyfriend. and i know what thats like, because sam does it all the time and i hate it and i dont wana like annoy her...
but yeea wow i duno anything! all i know is that im going to mileys in... like soon! and i can just talk about all this drama shit with jen and we can do everything jens do best -sing. dance. talk. lounge. tan. tube. laugh. swim. party- and everything else we do. OMG i am so excited!! ahh!! like im already excited, but then like.. when i think about it.. im REALLY excited!!! ahh i cant wait!! hehe!! well i think this entry is long enough and im gonna go clean my room and pack my CAR TOYS!! ((haha not really toys, just CDs and walkman..)) and then im gonna be GONE! so tata!! ill write when i get back!!
<3 JeNNa sUe <3
yeea.. and tommy and rudy broke up. she broke up with him like an hour before the cellar, he still went though. she says they didnt have enough in common. i felt really bad for him though cuz he liked her A LOT. like obsessed. they only went out for a week though?
im really confused about who i like right now. like.. i duno!! im pretty much over dustin. yeea, im over dustin. he likes kayla now. it was weird cuz me and him were like basically hooked up, then we just stopped talking. and he got over me, and i got over him. rudy said last night he called her and told her he missed her and he loved her and stuff. ugh, i knew he was gonna go back to her!! but oh well, she like doesnt wanna go back out with him at all. but yeea.. like i said he likes kayla now. kayla is my friend and all but shes kinda... not frigid should i say? like at all? and she's gonna go out with dustin for a day then go to the cellar with him, make out with cory at the cellar right in front of dustin, so he knows what its like to be cheated on. cuz he cheats on his gf's all the time!! so i dont like him. and ethan.. i duno we lost that to. hes kinda.. physcho. i think i kinda like tommy.... and i duno if thats good!! i duno im just so confused right now!! like, i think i kinda like him. and id feel bad because i really used to like dustin, and that was rudy's x boyfriend. and now if i like tommy, thats rudys x boyfriend. and i know what thats like, because sam does it all the time and i hate it and i dont wana like annoy her...
but yeea wow i duno anything! all i know is that im going to mileys in... like soon! and i can just talk about all this drama shit with jen and we can do everything jens do best -sing. dance. talk. lounge. tan. tube. laugh. swim. party- and everything else we do. OMG i am so excited!! ahh!! like im already excited, but then like.. when i think about it.. im REALLY excited!!! ahh i cant wait!! hehe!! well i think this entry is long enough and im gonna go clean my room and pack my CAR TOYS!! ((haha not really toys, just CDs and walkman..)) and then im gonna be GONE! so tata!! ill write when i get back!!
<3 JeNNa sUe <3