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hey there! gosh i havent written in this thing forever!! i have a new journal thats prolly why so if ya really are that intrested on keeping up on my life go to http://www.xanga.com/l0vinl0ve1515. but yeah anywho.. lots have happened since i last wrote in here. i went up to visit jen! ugh we had like the best time ever!! ((saw coach carter. went to stake & shake and made cute lil eyes at the waitor. played in the snow. pigged out. tried to watch anchor man.)) we had lotsa fun! cody broke up with me -sniffle-. its ok, i dont miss him TOO much. it all started when like a billion people told me he liked sam and him and sam were like all over eachother in math so i kept it quiet for a while but it was really itchin me so i decided to calmly bring it up to him. so i did and he completly like spazzed out and we spent an entire night fighting and bitching about what was going on and i started like bawling cuz he told jenni that he wasnt sure if he was gonna break up with me over it because it was too much drama and stuff. so it sucked and stuff but i thought we worked everything out by the end of the night but like a week later he told me "it just wasnt working cuz it had been weird lately" and he told sam "i try way to hard to be perfect and he doesnt like me at all anymore" but i guess he likes kailey now? idk there were like a billion rumors about who he liked. first it was kelsey, then it was casey ((i think it might be casey..)) then it was katy, then it was kailey. but he told sam it was kailey but oliver said kailey said she wont go out with him unless he asks her out by the end of the week. so yeah.. heh. that sucks pretty bad.dustin called me!! i dont really remember the last time i wrote in this but yeah, he moved unexpectedly to florida over christmas break. that sucks really bad cuz i love that kid! he was like my very very best friend! so yeah he called me.. and then he called kailey and broke up with her. which is ok cuz ya kno, itd be a little hard to have kailey in ohio go out with dustin in florida. and i might have mono! haha! i've been sick for the past week and like i sleep over 15 hours a day, and i just feel really icky. so my daddy took me to the doctors and they thought i had strep throat but i dont so then i had to get blood drawn cuz they said i have most the symptoms for mono. which sucks! i wont be able to go to school for like 3 weeks! and i still feel really ouchy but i wana go to school tomorrow because well.. idk i miss my friends and i have sooo much make up work! but my mom doesnt know if she'll let me.. so hmmm. their supposed to call me tomorrow or today to give us my blood test results to see if i have it or not. i doubt i do but who knows!kristi and me just got in a big fight. cuz marissa called me over the weekend and we were talking and she was catching me up on things at school and i guess kristi on friday came to school stoned off her ass. and she told brittany and marissa that she does that all the time, and she told sam and jamie she NEVER does it and she only told me that she did it just once. which i know is a lie cuz everytime i hang out with her shes always smokin pot and stuff. so thats really retarded and i like told her off and i jsut said i dont expect anything from her anymore cuz shes a bullshit liar and stuff and shes like "i was in the hospital on friday cuz i tried to kill myself" and thats so stupid cuz she always says that and never once has she actually done that! she told me earlier this week she was spending the night at nathans on friday. UGH!! drives me crazy that girl does..i think someone is mad at me.. idk who but i just have a feeling someone is. hmm.. im off. love ya.