::I HaD BiG hOpEs FoR cHrIsTmAS aNd HiGh hopEs FoR YoU::
hey there! its finally christmas break!! ahh! im so excited i could like die!! so yeah its pretty cool. yesterday was our last day. we had a scrimmage verse KMS which is like our complete rival. blegh i hate them. but they won both of them so whatever! i saw jimmy england. ((hes the guy i almost went out with last summer but i didnt really like him and we all went to the park and he flipped out and blegh long story)) and he kepts looking over at me but i duno if he was looking at ME but it sure seemed like it. creepy really. anywho so yeah we lost. then after school me n cody n sam went up to town & country but it was boring so we left. but it wasnt BORING cuz i mean i was with cody so thats like the shiz but sam can get any guy she wants so its kinda awkward at points. then me n cody went back to his house and sam went home. we hung out there. it was pretttttttttty fun. gosh, hes the best ever. i still need to buy his christmas present!! speaking of which, i still need to buy everyones christmas present ((cody. jen. sam. jamie. ali. jackie. brittany. tia)) and still the family ((mom. dad. alix. sam.)) hmm. and right now all i have is $35. thats definitly not enough for like two people. hah! yeah. so now time for the sad stuff. theres still a lot of drama but i really dont care about that anymore. my grandpas in the hospital -sniffle sniffle- he fell off his chair the other day but didnt get hurt ((although he did have to check to see if he broke any ribs)) and so that was ok. but everytime after he falls things get a little worse. well this time all he did was sleep, he was confused all the time, my mom has been at the house like 24/7 helping grandma taking care of him. they've been sleeping in there recliners because he has a really had time going up the stairs. he cant walk by himself anymore. its horrible. so my mom was over there today and they couldnt do anything but take him to the hospital to get evaluated. their putting him in a nursing home. chances are he isnt gonna be home for christmas. and as terrible this thought is.. my dad said himself that he doesnt think grandpas gonna be around next christmas. cringe me please because i cant even think about that right now. all i need is cody and jenni.. their all i need right now..
<3 JeNNa <3
-so tired of this strange life, every where you turn there are vultures and theives at your back...-
your what i need right now..