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[alpha_y_beta]

so, i'm not even going to lie: i feel like crap.
somedays i look so ugly, i want to cut my face off with shards of mirror.
calories and MTV.
i wonder if that could ever be me.
i take it all in.
til i'm fat and i'm sick.
til i'm full of being empty.
i'm done and coming undone.

myspace, cali, effin scene.
so cliche, your being "obscene".
with so many pretty faces, which one will be mine?
so vain. plastic trees.
sick, sick with pretty disease.

all i know
is i don't want to die alone.