Music is time travel
Listening to Avril today, the first CD Let Go, not the new one Under My skin. And the song Complicated which is one of my favorite songs, just reminds me of when shit was a lot easier. When I would chill with Kristie, Keo, and Rebecca all fucking day. How Kristie would wake my ass up at like 9 in the morning by calling my house, and I'd go over and chill in the basement listening to B96/kiss FM while i fell asleep on that old ass yellow couch, for about half an hour waiting for kristie to get done with whatever she was doing upstairs in the living room or her room. Chill there until like 11ish when rebecca woke up and then i'd make frequant trips upstairs and downstairs to chill with both of them. Keo would come over around that time as well so we'd chill outside then, just in the garage and such. We used to do that shit until 3 when kristie's mom came home, and we'd chill inside, downstairs or stay outside and just chat in the garage. It was such an easy time despite the fact that kristie during that year threw an axe at me head and if I didn't duck she would have killed me, it was still so so much easier. I think it was because life was almost on a schedule, or because I didn't know as many peopl then. Maybe it was because I was such a total outcast and now I actually have more friends. I don't know what it is, but kissed-a-fag was right, times were much simpler and I do want to go back in time to live that summer again, but then again i'd probably regret it NOW anyway.