Jun 14, 2007 22:47
Feet? Check
Hands? Check
Limbs to attach these to body? Check
Head? ... jury's still out.
As I leap gleefully (yet with a tremor of dread) into an action-packed summer, I ponder for a moment if I have left enough 'me' time. You know, that moment of sitting in front of your computer, thinking of nothing at all, enjoying the music in the background, as you scroll past whatever you happened to be reading on your browser?
Then I realized, as I was doing just that, that I was bored out of my gourd. So maybe my 'me' time has been broken up into sports I love doing, and spending time with people I love spending time with.
Whew, that worry has been sorted out!
Next worry? School. Specifically, University. I sent in my special student application today. Hopefully, in the fall, I will be attending a couple of courses at the local university, testing the water again before diving in.
There's a myriad of worries: money, time, work, my own drive, etc.
The first is at the back of my mind. I have a decent job, and if I save up enough, I should be able to do what I want to do.
The second is a bit more: I hope I can keep my mind on the job, even when I'd rather be playing Ulti.
Third is not too bad, as I mentioned it to my boss and he was supportive.
Fourth is the worst. I have had, in my history, a habit of wanting results now. I don't want, really, to work four years for a little piece of paper, only to then turn around and either go back to school for law or if I enjoy my field enough, to start job-hunting.
But yes, I realize that, if I want the higher-paying, more-creative thinking job I want, I will have to do this. And I will. Just watch me.
Anything else? Only that it's hot here in Ottawa, and humid.
Oh, and I want to run.
running,
time,
ulti,
school