This is going to sound very unfriendly:
While I am at least very pleased that Miguel does not hate me for going Jihad on him, I am, in the end the end, very disappointed with myself, and not because I was mad at him, in fact, it's the opposite.
I have always looked at conflicts between me and someone else as such, "While live and learn does work, there is one catch. When you shoot yourself in the foot, you learn that it is not a good idea to do so again. This, of course, does not change the fact that you now have a bullet in your foot. So, what are you gonna do now?"
I failed to stand by my philosophy by being the one to take the first step towards clearing shit up directly, which may seem silly, but I refuse to be the one apologising when I am the person being angered, rather than the perosn commiting the act that angers another person. You don't apologise when you do nothing wrong, and you don't apologise for hurting someone by telling them you are angered, or by being honest with them. It may seem twisted, but does all of this make sense ot any but me? I keep feeling that I should have made him come to me, to show me he wanted to fix the problem that was overall caused by him.
BTW: Miguel, I don't claim that everythign is your fault. I think you understand what I am saying.
Damn this quarter project. I have 1/2 a magazine article to write before my laundry finishes and i have to sleep. Cell phones are such a boring topic to write about too. *rolls eyes* Oh, well.
It's very hot in my house, and this is driving me nuts. It should never be thus hot in my house. Speaking of hot...
I really have wanted to go to Florida lately and go hang out at our house there. Just sit around all day, relazing, drinking cokes, playing a really old video game here and there. Some fishing would be cool too. *shrug* Whatever.
I think I want to finish project work so I can go to bed and think about something pleasent.
I have always looked at conflicts between me and someone else as such, "While live and learn does work, there is one catch. When you shoot yourself in the foot, you learn that it is not a good idea to do so again. This, of course, does not change the fact that you now have a bullet in your foot. So, what are you gonna do now?"
I failed to stand by my philosophy by being the one to take the first step towards clearing shit up directly, which may seem silly, but I refuse to be the one apologising when I am the person being angered, rather than the perosn commiting the act that angers another person. You don't apologise when you do nothing wrong, and you don't apologise for hurting someone by telling them you are angered, or by being honest with them. It may seem twisted, but does all of this make sense ot any but me? I keep feeling that I should have made him come to me, to show me he wanted to fix the problem that was overall caused by him.
BTW: Miguel, I don't claim that everythign is your fault. I think you understand what I am saying.
Damn this quarter project. I have 1/2 a magazine article to write before my laundry finishes and i have to sleep. Cell phones are such a boring topic to write about too. *rolls eyes* Oh, well.
It's very hot in my house, and this is driving me nuts. It should never be thus hot in my house. Speaking of hot...
I really have wanted to go to Florida lately and go hang out at our house there. Just sit around all day, relazing, drinking cokes, playing a really old video game here and there. Some fishing would be cool too. *shrug* Whatever.
I think I want to finish project work so I can go to bed and think about something pleasent.