for brandon
i tried to stop the world from spinning beneath my feet
and when it wouldn't stop.
I felt my heart breaking,
And with each tearful word you said, I knew subconciously
I'd never be enough.
I know nothing I ever say will stop you from drifting away
When I die , will you remember me?. for what I wanted for you. I don't think.
I looked around, It was a completely colorless day.
It was 10 o clock in the morning, and my eyelashes were pulling at my eyelids to sleep.
But I couldn't, I had an urge to walk down my street and scream at the sky.
Hoping maybe god was listening to me.
I swear my heart was beating so heavily in my chest that it was crushing my lungs.
I then knew what it felt like to have the weight of the world on my shoulders.
And I watched the trains go by from the hillside.
Thats when I realized that circles were meant to be broken all of the time.
And I tried to hold it together, I tried to keep us together,
But I took one step and fell through the floor.
So I'll just pretend that everything ends, Like you and I.
It's not right for you to make assumptions although, Im bound to do the same,
I'll keep my distance, Since you think its better left forgotten burried underneath the ground of
clay, carbon and water surround us, and we climb the stairs together,
and we fall apart at the seams, with concrete hearts to break at the slightest touch.
Atlast i've fallen apart love, I've fallen apart.
So remember those nights on the bed, where you took my hand and told me I was the beating in your heart.
Because When I said I was living for you. I meant it.
and when it wouldn't stop.
I felt my heart breaking,
And with each tearful word you said, I knew subconciously
I'd never be enough.
I know nothing I ever say will stop you from drifting away
When I die , will you remember me?. for what I wanted for you. I don't think.
I looked around, It was a completely colorless day.
It was 10 o clock in the morning, and my eyelashes were pulling at my eyelids to sleep.
But I couldn't, I had an urge to walk down my street and scream at the sky.
Hoping maybe god was listening to me.
I swear my heart was beating so heavily in my chest that it was crushing my lungs.
I then knew what it felt like to have the weight of the world on my shoulders.
And I watched the trains go by from the hillside.
Thats when I realized that circles were meant to be broken all of the time.
And I tried to hold it together, I tried to keep us together,
But I took one step and fell through the floor.
So I'll just pretend that everything ends, Like you and I.
It's not right for you to make assumptions although, Im bound to do the same,
I'll keep my distance, Since you think its better left forgotten burried underneath the ground of
clay, carbon and water surround us, and we climb the stairs together,
and we fall apart at the seams, with concrete hearts to break at the slightest touch.
Atlast i've fallen apart love, I've fallen apart.
So remember those nights on the bed, where you took my hand and told me I was the beating in your heart.
Because When I said I was living for you. I meant it.