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Today Really sucks.
Ive spent most of the day in cleveland clinic.
waiting on the news of my uncle, they called us this morning
saying that they thought for sure, he was going to pass away today.
and.
not to mention its the aniversary of nolan dying.
I had to have my screaming vox done for struggle today.
so that it could go onto the hurricane katrina benefit album.
but seeing as im not home thats not going to happen.
my dad also told me , he feels that we should cancel the show.
because he feels we are going to lose our asses.
because of how many shows are going on that weekend.
so im trying to avoid doing that
im trying to just figure out a way where monument and jesse dunn and jeff bowers or hey sandy can play. so that way i can pay them their guarentee. and then pay one localband and not 3. and maybe make enough money to still give the bar some.
so.:-\ i don't know wtf to do anymore.
this day has just sucked so bad.
Im dealing with so much shit.
Im like pulling my hair out pretty much it fucking sucks.
Ive spent most of the day in cleveland clinic.
waiting on the news of my uncle, they called us this morning
saying that they thought for sure, he was going to pass away today.
and.
not to mention its the aniversary of nolan dying.
I had to have my screaming vox done for struggle today.
so that it could go onto the hurricane katrina benefit album.
but seeing as im not home thats not going to happen.
my dad also told me , he feels that we should cancel the show.
because he feels we are going to lose our asses.
because of how many shows are going on that weekend.
so im trying to avoid doing that
im trying to just figure out a way where monument and jesse dunn and jeff bowers or hey sandy can play. so that way i can pay them their guarentee. and then pay one localband and not 3. and maybe make enough money to still give the bar some.
so.:-\ i don't know wtf to do anymore.
this day has just sucked so bad.
Im dealing with so much shit.
Im like pulling my hair out pretty much it fucking sucks.