for patrick

[aloversxtreason]

My heart was beating loud enough
to put the empty runway lights to shame.
and from these eyes,
came forth a million tear drops,
almost completely invisible, as i was standing in the rain.
and when I watched you walk away
the world around me stopped,
faces seemed so faceless.
when i was standing there alone,
and its been a day without you here..
and i already feel like im missing the best part of me,
the best part of me being you.
hands held in gloves, and lips pressed tight.
something to make me breathe,
on a completely breathless night.
the stars aren't shining..
but my hearts still beating,
at the thought of a goodbye.
and my hands are still shaking,
at the thought of falling snow flakes,
and button up jackets.
i remember everything you said,
a four letter word .. echoes on.
repeating in my head..
over and over.
shift
repeat over.
this is love .. love .. love.. love ..love..
runway lights and goodbyes.
lips to skin
and love
sing me to sleep love..
sing me to sleep..
when your eyelashes bring you to slumber,
think of me.
my heart is beating right tonight,
in couple with the lightness
inhabiting these feet.